Thursday, February 25, 2010

I am losing my battle

Now is 5 pm in the evening. I havent touch my digicom textbook. 2moro is my digicom test. I am all alone.

Siew ting told me to protect myself rather than asking others to protect us. I did not bothered much wht she told me. I felt very bad for her, This is the only time I am being very cold to her.

25/2/2010
2:21:28 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
hi
25/2/2010
2:21:35 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
why u lost ur mind..
25/2/2010
2:21:49 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
don give up ur studIes..
25/2/2010
2:23:46 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
I dont want liao
25/2/2010
2:24:00 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
just let fail my last paper
25/2/2010
2:24:39 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
cant study alone...
25/2/2010
2:24:41 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
haiz
25/2/2010
2:32:56 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
:(
25/2/2010
2:33:02 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
try to study alone..
25/2/2010
2:33:11 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
mayb u can hear music..
25/2/2010
2:33:15 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
this wat i do..
25/2/2010
2:35:01 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
i will emo
25/2/2010
2:35:11 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
I try eveything liao
25/2/2010
2:35:15 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
give up alrd
25/2/2010
2:38:38 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
don give up la..
25/2/2010
2:38:55 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
later u need to take sub paper..
25/2/2010
2:39:07 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
i dont need
25/2/2010
2:39:17 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
I will just repeat the whole subject
25/2/2010
2:41:38 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
:|
25/2/2010
2:41:42 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
don la..
25/2/2010
2:41:49 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
later waste one yr..
25/2/2010
2:42:14 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
it's been so far u hav been working hard..
25/2/2010
2:42:39 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
don give up..
25/2/2010
2:43:39 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
uh
25/2/2010
2:43:41 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
so wht
25/2/2010
2:43:46 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
no one cares
25/2/2010
2:44:05 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
tat i nOt human..
25/2/2010
2:44:12 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
I ask yunzhong to accompany me... cuz i cant study alone... he doesnt want
25/2/2010
2:44:21 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
if i don care u, i wont talk to u...
25/2/2010
2:44:37 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
ohh..
25/2/2010
2:44:42 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
find other ppl..
25/2/2010
2:44:49 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
I ask my friends who study the same subject.. they all dun want... they only call me when they want to ask questiom
25/2/2010
2:45:02 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
so much for friend
25/2/2010
2:45:32 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
who is other people..
25/2/2010
2:45:33 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
haha
25/2/2010
2:46:09 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
people can only talk.. they dont want help..
25/2/2010
2:46:18 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
I get sick of this life
25/2/2010
2:46:43 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
u can expect other to do wat u want them to do..
25/2/2010
2:46:52 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
they havtheir own t hing..
25/2/2010
2:47:16 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
*cant
25/2/2010
2:48:13 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
430 friends i have in facebook...
25/2/2010
2:48:22 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
all got thing on their own?
25/2/2010
2:48:33 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
or maybe they just dont bother...
25/2/2010
2:49:15 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
I am who sia...
25/2/2010
2:55:39 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
ppl just cant be 24-7 by ur side.. there will be times where u r alone.. u r the only one tat can help urself..
25/2/2010
2:56:21 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
....
25/2/2010
2:56:35 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
I am 24-7 by myself
25/2/2010
2:56:45 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
if u wanna know
25/2/2010
2:57:34 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
i gOne through tat before..
25/2/2010
2:57:42 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
like i don hav friends..
25/2/2010
2:57:47 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
it sucks..
25/2/2010
2:58:03 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
but there's nOthing i can do..
25/2/2010
2:58:13 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
i just continue my life..
25/2/2010
2:58:28 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
and i come so far..
25/2/2010
2:58:40 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
i learnt lots of t hing from there..
25/2/2010
2:59:15 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
You know.... U are the opposite of me... the other day indra ask u to stidy tgt.. u said... u wanna study at hum... hahaha...
25/2/2010
2:59:23 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
I wish I could once be like you
25/2/2010
2:59:36 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
says NO to friend's request
25/2/2010
3:00:22 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
guys "q" before you, to study tgt with you...
25/2/2010
3:00:42 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
at least that u have someone to accompany you...
25/2/2010
3:01:14 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
me...?
25/2/2010
3:01:17 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
who am I..
25/2/2010
3:01:37 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
I can only beg for my friend's favor..
25/2/2010
3:01:58 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
on the way, I lost my dignity
25/2/2010
3:02:01 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
I have no choise
25/2/2010
3:08:20 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
learn to protect urself..
25/2/2010
3:09:26 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
even u hav thousand of frens when u meet problem.. u r just on ur own..
25/2/2010
3:10:39 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
So what friends are for?
25/2/2010
3:10:50 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
just to fill the friendlsit in facebook?
25/2/2010
3:11:10 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
or fill our contact list on handphone with numbers?
25/2/2010
3:11:32 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
if all the time I am by my own
25/2/2010
3:13:20 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
choose ur frens wisely..
25/2/2010
3:13:25 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
find ur close frens..
25/2/2010
3:13:34 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
treasure them..
25/2/2010
3:13:56 PM
``siewting ™ ``
李宇航。。。
don any how lose temper..
25/2/2010
3:14:43 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
Hahahahhahahahahaha.............
25/2/2010
3:14:52 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
I treasure my friend too much liao
25/2/2010
3:15:16 PM
李宇航。。。
``siewting ™ ``
wht i get is only dissapointments



At this moment I am struggled upon myself. Maybe she is pissed with me for now. I apologize for my cold attitude, siew ting. Thank you for advising me. But it seems that I am losing this battle now. I think I am not gonna sit for 2moro's digicom paper. Not to mention supplementary exam.. Let me just repeat digicom next semester. I am too troubled this time round. I am so not in good term with yeow hon, I wouldnt be bothered asking him to accompany me. Indra, lives very far at sengkang, That will be crazy enough for me to ask her.

It is ok. No one is at fault. everyone is trying their best to help me. Even yunzhong has been studying with me for the past 3 days before my net-infra paper. I am glad I have such friends. Thank you everyone. I will just have to be prepared to repeat digicom next semester.

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