urgh

My brother is teasing me for liking a Bruce... (dunno how to spell)

Pissed

I am super pissed. Time for lunch later. I have to eat alone.

Time!!!

Check out my schedule (For ISC NDC performence)

Training dates are as following:


Thursday (15/7): Training from 6-8PM
Friday (16/7): Training from 6-8PM
Saturday (17/7): Training from 10AM-5PM (Break between 12-1PM)
Monday (19/7): Training from 6-8PM
Tuesday (20/7): Training from 6-8PM
Wednesday (21/7): Show performance items to advisors (Ms Boey & Mrs Radha) at 6PM outside TCC
Thursday (22/7) - Saturday (24/7): Training as usual
Monday (26/7) to Wednesday (28/7): Show performance items to NDC Committee
Thurs (29/7) to Fri (30/7): Training as usual
Sat (31/7): No Training
1st week of Aug: Training at TCC. Timings to be confirmed.

Training Groups:

Group 1 - Wendy, Demetry, Jing Jing, Zack, Aye Thiri Soe, Su Thet, KYAWT YUPAR THIN, OSCAR MAUNG, NYEIN NYEIN HNIN, YEE MON MIN AUNG, ZIN THIRI, YUKI
Group 2 - Randunu + 4 Sri Lanka performers, Dharmendra
Group 3 - Huang Tian, Zhang ShiPu, Benny, Madhuri

And as a SELECTED director I have to come for ALL the training to as supervisor.

As a SELECTED script writer , I lead the script writing team to make the final script by 2 moro.

As a SELECTED flutist , I have to find the music note, create the orchestra and make a cheographic movement.

Check out my schedule for Cent Video Editing

Next week : The whole week.

Video editing

Weekend:

Video editing

Deadline : in 2 weeks

Check out my schedule for Cent nightcycling

(wah... I dun want to mention that)

and yeah.... I have major project too..

Next tuesday = Video and sound editing software presentation.

-and untill now I havent make any PP slide yet.

This weekend?

friday = ISC BBQ

Saturday= ISC SINGAPORE CHALLENGE - interinstitution

Wht if suddenly disaster struck and those thing canceled?

Good question. But still.

Friday = Night cyling trial

Saturday = Night cyling game creation or PBL editing

It requires more than one luck to make me free...

And my point is... If anyone there think they are the busiest dude on earth!! think again... Think again... Time is not something you can spare, but it is something you should make... !!

ugh

Dear blog I had a serious mental breakdown yesterday. I am yet to understand the fact that despite having so many friends I had no one to count to. No body is actually close enough to me. I do not have anyone whom I can share my problem with.

I am seriously puzzled how so many people change so fast in no time. I could not cope with that, because i never believe that change is actually nature and not nurtured. Do I play a big role in the course of change it self? I am certainly not sure. Maybe some , but not all.

How can you explain when someone is suddenly become so close to me in no time. That is indeed easier to understand than if i tell you someone is leaving me away in no time. Some time I believe it is not my problem at all.

I am not handsome. I cannot attract friend and keep them intact. Though I agree I am just a freaking ugly dude who tries to be cool and handsome , wears the best attire he has just to let the whole world know he is cool, there he is and friends...? walla.. come to him immediately!!

It doesnt work as wht i planned always. The outcome is always gruesome .. I see more malay girls poking eyes on me , gays trying to be my friend, and worse come to worse some pedophile (if you can consider me as a child) approach me asks me for sex in exchange of money..

here i am just to be direct to you. Yeah whoever are you.. my blog reader.. I just couldnt cover the fact much longer. Haiz.. I am very tired of complement saying that I am handsome and such, but until this very day more than 20 years I live in this planet, I am still single , I have never hugged a girl, touch her hand with true love...

I am tired of this solitude.. Not saying that I want to fuck 10 girls in on days or such.. haiz... I just want to love, properly... and nothing more.. I really wonder every time i fall in love in the past it always stuck in a dead end.. it is just .. girls never give me a chance to love them, they would judge me by my bad appearance and that is all..

wht type of live prison I living now... argh.. god dammit...

Naiwang and Luying

Naiwang broke relationship with luying. I forced him to do so, since Luying was reluctant to even say wheather she loves him or not, resoning "I used to love him for 2 monthes but he reasoned that he doesnt have strong feeling to her yet". Luying seems to seek for revenge. and summore, Luying's parents are very mad because she was in relationship, and Naiwang's parents too towards Naiwang.

Naiwang asked me if i can accompany him at night 2 days ago. My rooms was locked by my brother who came earlier and slept so peacefully that even i kicked the door for almost 20 times, he is still in deep asleep. so I went to sleep with Naiwang.

after an hour of silence he cries for almost 2 hours thoughout the entire night, I didnt know wht to do , I was just , padding him, asking him to calm down. It is definetely undeniable that Luying is very pretty, but her character is surely unsuitable for Naiwang. She seems to treat Naiwang more as her dog these days. And Naiwang despite knowing this fact, has no other choise but to obey, being afraid that she may get disillutioned towards him otherwise.


Now The entire universe knows what is a true friend, and what is a true love. For me, friendship will only last where mutual understanding and respect is still exist, otherwise I will definitely leave it to rot whatever the consequences are. I am not scared of being alone, not anymore.

I hate liar since the very beginning.

=.=

I am seriously looking for trouble. Yesterday I texted miue for fun while I clearly knew that she is still dully attached to anthony, in a long distance relationship. If she "reported" to anthony, I will be a dead meat soon.