Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Once in the blue moon

1/2/2010
11:44:34 PM
Alexander Demetrius
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hi
1/2/2010
11:44:44 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
hey yo..
1/2/2010
11:45:25 PM
Alexander Demetrius
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ah
1/2/2010
11:45:52 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
eh
1/2/2010
11:48:53 PM
Alexander Demetrius
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mhh
1/2/2010
11:49:04 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
btw..
1/2/2010
11:49:16 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
i read ur blog earlier..
1/2/2010
11:49:46 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
n i m sumhw rite when u asked mi abt wei lun n si ning..
1/2/2010
11:50:05 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
coz u told mi b4 u r interested in 2 gals, st n si ning..
1/2/2010
11:51:20 PM
Alexander Demetrius
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precisely
1/2/2010
11:51:28 PM
Alexander Demetrius
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u had a bad memory ha
1/2/2010
11:51:43 PM
Alexander Demetrius
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thats why i didnt wanna repeat again
1/2/2010
11:51:51 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
lol.. sry..
1/2/2010
11:52:03 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
i old man alredi..
1/2/2010
11:52:10 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
'old'
1/2/2010
11:52:16 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
wif a lot of white hair..
1/2/2010
11:52:21 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
hahz..
1/2/2010
11:52:47 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
bt dere's 1 thing i wan 2 tell u..
1/2/2010
11:53:20 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
those things u typed in blog r kinda irresponsible stuffs
1/2/2010
11:53:39 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
coz of diz, u made indra lyk worried for u..
1/2/2010
11:54:15 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
i on9, she immediately ask mi 2 go hav a look @ ur blog..
1/2/2010
11:55:38 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
well, nt tat i dunno tat u r feelin bad..
1/2/2010
11:57:12 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
nxt time, try nt say such stuffs lyk u wan 2 leave..
1/2/2010
11:58:02 PM
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Alexander Demetrius
bt sry for mi 2 say diz 2 u.. i apologise if i offended u..
2/2/2010
12:02:03 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
well, dere's anything u feel bed abt..
2/2/2010
12:02:43 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
u can confront ppl lyk mi, indra, yeow hon or ada..
2/2/2010
12:03:11 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
coz we r ur frens rite?
2/2/2010
12:03:50 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
so far, of the few i noe u wud normally tell hw u feel to..
2/2/2010
12:05:53 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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freedom of expression is limited even in blogs...
2/2/2010
12:06:10 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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then how would human feel secure with himself.
2/2/2010
12:06:32 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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some stuff are just too complicated to share...
2/2/2010
12:06:38 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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when it is told directly
2/2/2010
12:06:49 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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even to those close to us
2/2/2010
12:07:05 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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it will somehow effect friendship
2/2/2010
12:07:20 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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and impression abt me stright away
2/2/2010
12:07:53 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I am confused
2/2/2010
12:25:33 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
hmm, i wud say tat in life, tat r things where u can share.. bt dere r things which u hav 2 settle by urself..
2/2/2010
12:25:43 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
rite?
2/2/2010
12:26:03 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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haha
2/2/2010
12:26:13 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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so wht I am having now
2/2/2010
12:26:33 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
well, life's cruel.. tat's wad ppl say, bt dey still wan 2 live on..
2/2/2010
12:26:33 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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itsnt it obviously things that I have and die die have to settle it by my own?
2/2/2010
12:26:35 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
tat's human..
2/2/2010
12:26:51 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
hmm..
2/2/2010
12:27:36 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
hmm, mayb u can ask for suggestions or opinions?
2/2/2010
12:29:23 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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this is prob with no solution
2/2/2010
12:29:43 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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If I tell U... I am heart broken now...
2/2/2010
12:29:50 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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whts ur opionion?
2/2/2010
12:30:28 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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surely everyone who are subjected to that question has absolutely no idea on wht to say...
2/2/2010
12:31:15 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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because it is with regard to something that has absolutely nothin to do with them
2/2/2010
12:31:44 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
well, i wud say ur emotion side is strong? u lyk a gl v easily, n u gt hearbroken easily too..
2/2/2010
12:31:54 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
*gal
2/2/2010
12:32:40 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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then?
2/2/2010
12:32:47 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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lol
2/2/2010
12:33:09 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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an apples bares a fruit only once a decade
2/2/2010
12:33:25 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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oh... the apple is lacking of fertilizers....
2/2/2010
12:33:39 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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mhhh...
2/2/2010
12:33:50 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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dead end rite...
2/2/2010
12:33:53 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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haiz
2/2/2010
12:35:41 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
well, i dunno wad u mean..
2/2/2010
12:36:03 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
wad does the apple refers to?
2/2/2010
12:36:25 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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* an apple tree...
2/2/2010
12:36:31 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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it is a prob...
2/2/2010
12:36:50 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
fruit meanin?
2/2/2010
12:37:15 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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..
2/2/2010
12:37:26 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
sry, i hav poor understandin..
2/2/2010
12:37:29 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
lol..
2/2/2010
12:41:34 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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..
2/2/2010
12:47:47 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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i bet u never get sad on ur entire life
2/2/2010
12:48:35 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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not at once
2/2/2010
12:48:59 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
lol.. i m sad tat u think diz way..
2/2/2010
12:49:20 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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that doesnt count as sad..
2/2/2010
12:49:20 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
do u think tat u will onli gt sad coz u fail in love?
2/2/2010
12:49:40 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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well
2/2/2010
12:49:41 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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no
2/2/2010
12:49:51 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
or rather i m dissappointed in the way u think of mi..
2/2/2010
12:50:03 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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thats the better one
2/2/2010
12:50:09 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
i m nt a being hu has no feeling..
2/2/2010
12:50:36 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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u do have feeling
2/2/2010
12:50:45 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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but people hardly cant decipher
2/2/2010
12:50:57 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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its like a high class abstract painting...
2/2/2010
12:51:36 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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it requires an expert to decipher it properly
2/2/2010
12:51:53 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
lol.. dere's no nid for it..
2/2/2010
12:52:23 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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of course it doesnt
2/2/2010
12:52:41 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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cuz no one wants people to easily dicipher their feeling
2/2/2010
12:52:48 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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especially when they are sad
2/2/2010
12:53:14 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
lol..
2/2/2010
12:53:28 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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see
2/2/2010
12:53:39 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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u don have anything to say liao
2/2/2010
12:55:07 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
yea, indeed..
2/2/2010
12:55:57 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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and now u are pissed off
2/2/2010
12:56:15 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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cuz u tired to help me, but i keeping shootin back at you
2/2/2010
12:56:27 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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don need to mention it
2/2/2010
12:56:33 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I know
2/2/2010
12:57:26 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
yea, i m juz abit pissed @ u sayin tat i havent felt sad @ all in my life..
2/2/2010
12:59:07 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
bt yea, mayb it's immature of mi 2 think tat way..
2/2/2010
12:59:16 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
u r alredi feelin sad n down..
2/2/2010
12:59:31 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
dere'r things u say which might hurt ppl..
2/2/2010
1:00:09 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
n u r a striahgt ppl hu says things directly off ur mind..?
2/2/2010
1:00:26 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I am
2/2/2010
1:00:30 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
yea..
2/2/2010
1:00:47 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
so hw can i blame u for sayin such stuffs?
2/2/2010
1:00:55 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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dude
2/2/2010
1:00:58 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I swear
2/2/2010
1:01:02 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I have no idea
2/2/2010
1:01:44 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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r u an alien or something
2/2/2010
1:02:24 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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u askin me a question that u already know the ans
2/2/2010
1:03:03 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
lol.. the question is coz i m nt sure..
2/2/2010
1:03:14 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
i dun rmb stuffs well..
2/2/2010
1:03:32 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
so without the ? is lyk i m confident wif wad i m sayin..
2/2/2010
1:04:07 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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haha
2/2/2010
1:04:25 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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if u are not confident wht u are sayin then don say it
2/2/2010
1:04:43 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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u see
2/2/2010
1:04:52 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
lol.. well, if i dun say it.. hw do i noe if my info is rite?
2/2/2010
1:05:05 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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stop it
2/2/2010
1:05:13 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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its getting so gay
2/2/2010
1:05:29 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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well,, maybe I shall share some of my story
2/2/2010
1:05:43 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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but I dun know wheather u can help me or not
2/2/2010
1:05:50 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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do u have brother/
2/2/2010
1:05:52 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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?
2/2/2010
1:05:55 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
yea..
2/2/2010
1:06:14 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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is ur brother sounds "cooler " than you
2/2/2010
1:06:33 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
well, he's more out goin den mi..
2/2/2010
1:07:35 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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whts his name
2/2/2010
1:07:45 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
yun he?
2/2/2010
1:08:02 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I am on his profile now
2/2/2010
1:08:11 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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even before u told me
2/2/2010
1:08:13 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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haha
2/2/2010
1:08:15 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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u see
2/2/2010
1:08:16 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
lol..
2/2/2010
1:08:20 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
wth..
2/2/2010
1:08:21 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I have younger bro
2/2/2010
1:08:27 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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2 years younger
2/2/2010
1:08:39 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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he is an opposite end of me
2/2/2010
1:08:51 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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he smokes, he drinks, he fucks
2/2/2010
1:09:20 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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wht would u feel when ur parents keep comparing u with ur bro
2/2/2010
1:10:18 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
well, in a bad way, i wud feel abit pissed?
2/2/2010
1:11:02 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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more pissed
2/2/2010
1:11:17 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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if ur parents diliberately make jokes
2/2/2010
1:11:22 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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ur bother has gf
2/2/2010
1:11:28 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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why u dont have eh...
2/2/2010
1:11:45 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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and more pissed if u brother refuse to listen to u
2/2/2010
1:11:59 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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because he thinks he is cooler than you
2/2/2010
1:12:21 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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, :you know nothing abt girls, u dont even have any gf:
2/2/2010
1:12:51 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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:you know nowthing abt cars, dont ke kiang ah...:
2/2/2010
1:13:17 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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:u dont even drink... dont try to bluff:
2/2/2010
1:13:23 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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wht so ever
2/2/2010
1:13:45 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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and thats the pressure I am having now
2/2/2010
1:14:35 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
so is tat y u r tryin 2 find a gf?
2/2/2010
1:14:42 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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not only that
2/2/2010
1:14:48 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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let me tell u something
2/2/2010
1:14:58 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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but after I tell u this
2/2/2010
1:15:07 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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u may get the freak out of me
2/2/2010
1:15:12 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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do u still wanna know
2/2/2010
1:15:22 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
juz tell mi?
2/2/2010
1:15:35 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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mhh...
2/2/2010
1:15:40 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I ************
2/2/2010
1:15:49 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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***********************
2/2/2010
1:16:04 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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************************
2/2/2010
1:16:06 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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ya
2/2/2010
1:16:11 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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************
2/2/2010
1:16:33 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I am in confusion between *****************...
2/2/2010
1:16:49 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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though I keep believing ************
2/2/2010
1:17:14 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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but the fact around me doest tally wht I believe in
2/2/2010
1:19:28 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I keep losing all my good friends... in repeat pattern... till I finally predict something way before it happens
2/2/2010
1:19:36 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
u dont know if u are leaving me now
2/2/2010
1:19:44 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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after i said this
2/2/2010
1:20:38 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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i am really in big confusion
2/2/2010
1:21:26 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
**************************************
2/2/2010
1:21:49 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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and girls may not accept me, cuz I may behave a bit not gentle
2/2/2010
1:21:52 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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i dont know
2/2/2010
1:21:59 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I never ask either
2/2/2010
1:22:14 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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it is just my concret assumption
2/2/2010
1:22:58 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
*concrete
2/2/2010
1:23:38 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
i am as a human, is far more complicated that wht is seen in the surface
2/2/2010
1:24:07 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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on wht is noticed on the first impression
2/2/2010
1:24:42 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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mhh
2/2/2010
1:24:56 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
if u are running to toliet to puke...
2/2/2010
1:24:58 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
its ok
2/2/2010
1:25:17 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
haiz
2/2/2010
1:29:25 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
well.. i dunno wad 2 say..
2/2/2010
1:29:35 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
bt i wont puke coz of diz..
2/2/2010
1:30:15 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
bt hey, i believe u r straight..
2/2/2010
1:30:17 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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really... I am actually puking now...
2/2/2010
1:30:32 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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thats wht i believe too
2/2/2010
1:30:44 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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and I always try to believe
2/2/2010
1:31:16 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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so is there enough reason to get gf asap
2/2/2010
1:31:26 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I have no idea
2/2/2010
1:31:37 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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but in fact love cant be forece
2/2/2010
1:31:40 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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forced
2/2/2010
1:31:55 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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no matter now urgent we need it..
2/2/2010
1:32:12 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
yea.. love takes time..
2/2/2010
1:32:32 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
u cant say lyk u lyk the gal, u hav 2 stead wif her immediately..
2/2/2010
1:32:39 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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and I had actually made my point... some stuff are not mean ti be shared
2/2/2010
1:32:52 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
spend time 2gether more n understand each other..
2/2/2010
1:33:07 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
den i believe love will come abt..
2/2/2010
1:33:11 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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u must totally had different impression to when when i said abt wht I am
2/2/2010
1:33:19 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
*to me
2/2/2010
1:36:07 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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if u wanna leave away...
2/2/2010
1:36:25 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I understood
2/2/2010
1:36:34 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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and I have predicted it
2/2/2010
1:37:01 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I am sry
2/2/2010
1:40:42 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
well..
2/2/2010
1:40:46 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
dun say tat..
2/2/2010
1:41:27 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
do u still have enough brain juice?
2/2/2010
1:41:45 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
u are like crasking ur head down now...
2/2/2010
1:42:06 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
*cracking
2/2/2010
1:42:18 AM
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Alexander Demetrius
lol..
2/2/2010
1:42:28 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
i m juz abit tired nw..
2/2/2010
1:42:31 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
definitely
2/2/2010
1:42:31 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
sry
2/2/2010
1:43:28 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
u are losing part of ur brain
2/2/2010
1:43:37 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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think its drops somewhere
2/2/2010
1:43:43 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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let me guess
2/2/2010
1:44:21 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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u open ur eyes wide wide,,, and ur mouth ecen wider... when I said that fact rite
2/2/2010
1:44:35 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
lolx
2/2/2010
1:44:48 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
or maybe u have just dropped ur eye balls
2/2/2010
1:47:14 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
lol..
2/2/2010
1:47:40 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
did u ate the ice candy? the thing I asked u to try...
2/2/2010
1:47:48 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
lol..
2/2/2010
1:47:59 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
i 4gt..
2/2/2010
1:48:03 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
see
2/2/2010
1:48:05 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
sry..
2/2/2010
1:48:10 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
I told u
2/2/2010
1:48:29 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
u have not not enough brain juice
2/2/2010
1:48:44 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
lol
2/2/2010
1:49:14 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
lol..
2/2/2010
1:49:35 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
anyway
2/2/2010
1:49:54 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
just wanna know... wht do u feel **************
2/2/2010
1:50:03 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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honestly
2/2/2010
1:50:07 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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I wont angry
2/2/2010
1:50:31 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
*************************************
2/2/2010
1:50:52 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
=.=
2/2/2010
1:52:02 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
well..
2/2/2010
1:52:30 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
?
2/2/2010
1:52:37 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
i dunno hw 2 say, it's lyk so sudden feel?
2/2/2010
1:52:47 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
and
2/2/2010
1:53:04 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
*********************
2/2/2010
1:53:07 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
or
2/2/2010
1:53:09 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
**********
2/2/2010
1:53:15 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
or ***********
2/2/2010
1:53:21 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
or whtever
2/2/2010
1:53:54 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
well, nope..
2/2/2010
1:53:58 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
wth
2/2/2010
1:54:08 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
so weird
2/2/2010
1:54:09 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
lolx
2/2/2010
1:54:12 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
or mayb abit..
2/2/2010
1:54:34 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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the other friend *********************************
2/2/2010
1:54:46 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
**************************
2/2/2010
1:55:02 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
you, , indra, yeow hon, and ada
2/2/2010
1:55:09 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
and yeow hon
2/2/2010
1:55:12 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
guess wht he do
2/2/2010
1:55:28 AM
Alexander Demetrius
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he whacked me till i need to go clinic
2/2/2010
1:55:52 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
woa, y did he do tat?
2/2/2010
1:55:53 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
I got minor injury
2/2/2010
1:56:36 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
I just play joke joke.... I hugged ada... then I hugged yeow hon too
2/2/2010
1:56:41 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
just as friend
2/2/2010
1:56:52 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
dunno what he think
2/2/2010
1:56:56 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
he push me
2/2/2010
1:57:17 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
and kicked me several times
2/2/2010
1:57:49 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
2 days later he apologize
2/2/2010
1:57:51 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
haha
2/2/2010
1:59:36 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
lol..
2/2/2010
1:59:40 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
anyway
2/2/2010
1:59:49 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
he should do that
2/2/2010
1:59:55 AM
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
Alexander Demetrius
mayb ****************************
2/2/2010
1:59:59 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
so i can be *********************
2/2/2010
2:00:03 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
hah
2/2/2010
2:00:09 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
***************
2/2/2010
2:00:18 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
in my entire life
2/2/2010
2:00:25 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
and they are close to me
2/2/2010
2:00:34 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
can say good friend
2/2/2010
2:00:46 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
and even some of my good friend I also never tell
2/2/2010
2:00:55 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
only those I trusted
2/2/2010
2:04:02 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
u urself say u can confront ppl lyk mi, indra, yeow hon or ada.. coz we r ur frens rite?
2/2/2010
2:04:10 AM
Alexander Demetrius
-*MiD-Cl0uD*-, ~Slack Mode: 0~
see



I feel a sense of peace in my heart.. yunzhong has been great to me as friend, so does indra ..
Kyz has been trying to help me by trying to squeeze out every single last bit of his brain juice left in is brain. he is not a good thinker, in fact, but he has a good determination.


I have settled down my fear of losing KYZ from my social cycle, and he is not going anywhere soon. My cards are corrupted. Maybe the deity thought I wouldn't dare to admit such thing. He was wrong, I have made my own destiny written by my own hands and not by the prediction of deities. We can always change our fate if we really keen too. My fear with losing KYZ has been settled.

sometimes as a guy we do not express our feeling openly. We are meant to be strong, to be straight forward, and practically immune to many strikes from all over the places. From now on I will blog even lesser than always. Just look around. Yeow hon has apparently more problems than me, but he, as a guy hardly share his prob, if he does, in rare occasions it should something important. I respect him as a role model of a perfect guy, in terms of emotion control.

Yunzhong is apparently not as Angel and Holy, as wht I innitially thought, he is not alien enough either. he is just like a normal person with a lil bit of extraordinary character. he has feeling. he can get pissed off, he can be sad too at the same intensity as me, but he express it in way more different way.

I congratulate si ning and KWL for being in relationship. I shall be happy, and shall not be envy.It is not about whether I am ugly, I am not perfect, or I am not interesting. It is just that perhaps my time has not yet come. It has been assigned for me, some when in the near future I guess. Hopefully, let us just hope for the best.

Siew ting, she now has more room for closer approach to JS. good luck siew ting. si ning has gone away from JS social life cycle. Dont miss this chance. Jia You! . Siew ting has been even more friendly to me since that particular day. I shall thank Indra for helping me on this.

My life is wonderful. I shall always remember that phrase. people does actually care abt me. Yunzhong, I owe u many favor. Indra also.

Some people do think I am handsome, (even if they are gays lol)

Some people do think I am a fun guy to hang out with

Some people are kind to me

Maybe there are actually a girl in my social cycle, who does like me, It is just I dont knw abt it. Well, who knows.

God please guide me to the path of my perfection.

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