orang itu berubah... selalu berubah.... tdak pernah terhenti dari perubahan... karna hidup untuk berubah....
orang lain terus belalu... tanapa peduli apa yang berlaku..
apakah definisi Godma....? apakah definisi persahabatan...
mungkin pandangan orang memang berbeda beda...
padaku aku beranggapan bahawa persahabatan adalah....
saling percaya
saling perduli
saling membutukan
saling dibutuhkan
saling menghargai
saling menghormati
saling memberi dan menerima...
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Friday, March 28, 2008
My wishes...
yeah.. it is my birthday..... and I wish... this year ...
1.) friendship with me and alexander gets better...
2.) I get more loyal friends..
3.)I become smarter and genius
4.)My poetry book are all sold with eye-poping net profit..
5.)I get 20 cm taller.. (haha )
6.)I get more muscular and more hot+ handsome....
7.)My skin get brighter..
8.)my english dialect become totally westernish..
9.)I find a suitable extreemely high-paying job..
10.)dad allows me to be an enthepreneur in singapore.. with granting me the needed capital..
11.) My academic result gets better..
12.)I can be a famous selebrity ..
13.)christopher recovered from his 'sickness'..
14.)Get into relationship..
15.)become more rich...
16.) always happy , cheerful and never sad..
17.)get a satisfying place to stay..
18.)Live heathily and stay physically young for another thousand year... (hahah)
yeah... 18 wishes to be granted for my 18th birthday... hahahahha... God please grant all of my 18 wishes...
1.) friendship with me and alexander gets better...
2.) I get more loyal friends..
3.)I become smarter and genius
4.)My poetry book are all sold with eye-poping net profit..
5.)I get 20 cm taller.. (haha )
6.)I get more muscular and more hot+ handsome....
7.)My skin get brighter..
8.)my english dialect become totally westernish..
9.)I find a suitable extreemely high-paying job..
10.)dad allows me to be an enthepreneur in singapore.. with granting me the needed capital..
11.) My academic result gets better..
12.)I can be a famous selebrity ..
13.)christopher recovered from his 'sickness'..
14.)Get into relationship..
15.)become more rich...
16.) always happy , cheerful and never sad..
17.)get a satisfying place to stay..
18.)Live heathily and stay physically young for another thousand year... (hahah)
yeah... 18 wishes to be granted for my 18th birthday... hahahahha... God please grant all of my 18 wishes...
Thursday, March 27, 2008
wisdom
Honestly saying I am absolutely upset with alexander... for he had done such things to me .... Things that looks simple and unheard of to him but was considered complicated and offensive to me.....
For almost one month I decided not to talk or text any single word to alexander... and within that one month of complete silence, I have found many useful wisdom
"you will only miss when you have lost"
"you can lie to others but can never lie to yourself"
mhhh.......................
For almost one month I decided not to talk or text any single word to alexander... and within that one month of complete silence, I have found many useful wisdom
"you will only miss when you have lost"
"you can lie to others but can never lie to yourself"
mhhh.......................
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Sunday, March 9, 2008
great destiny
I just cannot comprehend the real meaning of life...
People like me are just too determined to realise dream that they really want it to come thru..
what is life...? How can I actually define it?
my eyes are gazing upwards at the starts looking for some short of long-lost happiness, without even realising that my own feet are in fact standing on it...
Still, I refuse to look downward... thinking that looking downwards may cause a great leap backwards on me in terms of what I have achieve in life..
how can I overcome this confusing and puzzling character of mine?
Am I destine to be like this forever?
The great man said ... "If you cannot choose your own destiny... It chooses you"...
I do not want destiny to choose me... and I hope I can eventually range the great destiny that keeps moving like a wind... And declare it as mine...
People like me are just too determined to realise dream that they really want it to come thru..
what is life...? How can I actually define it?
my eyes are gazing upwards at the starts looking for some short of long-lost happiness, without even realising that my own feet are in fact standing on it...
Still, I refuse to look downward... thinking that looking downwards may cause a great leap backwards on me in terms of what I have achieve in life..
how can I overcome this confusing and puzzling character of mine?
Am I destine to be like this forever?
The great man said ... "If you cannot choose your own destiny... It chooses you"...
I do not want destiny to choose me... and I hope I can eventually range the great destiny that keeps moving like a wind... And declare it as mine...
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
mhh...
Somehow.. I kept thinking that the following boy whose was being told by a mysterious man in my dream, was Alexander... I don't know... whetaer what I thought was right or not...
strange dream..
"we can lie to others... but we cant lie to ourself..."
________________________________________________________
I’ve experienced a very strange vision
last few nights ago.
A man who was shrouded with white cloth
approached me in the center of jasmine
meadows.
He told me a story of a boy..
That Mysterious guy said:
“There was an ill-fated boy at the end
of his childhood (perhaps 11-10). He was
friendless and even despised by his
relatives and family for some unreliable
reason (that mysterious man didn’t
stated what was exactly cause). “
“That particular boy, prayed to the god
constantly. He asked God to grant him
friendship and a loving family. If the
prayer is granted, In return that
following boy had promised God to help
other friendless people who are down to
stand up, so that they would not have
the same unfortunate fate which is
similar that following boy.”
“Years passed, seasons changed, time ran.”
“Slowly but surely, that boy got more
friends and happiness started to appear
within his family.”
“This time he was reaching the end of
his teenage (perhaps around 16 to 18).
He had more than what he asked from God.
He was very content because he could now
enjoy his life to the fullest.”
“One day, He met someone at his age who
were friendless and haunted with sorrow
( to avoid confusion let’s name that
“someone” as SEAN) . Having to recall
his promise to the god, that boy
sincerely helped Sean to get away from
his troubles. They became friends
eventually.”
“The story didn’t end there. As that
boy was getting more famous and
reputable, he felt that Sean was
inferior to him as Sean was still
friendless and bombarded with problems.
That boy eventually decided to abandon
Sean to his own.. Destiny…..”
“Feeling betrayed, Sean prayed to the
God for…..” (all of the sudden that
mysterious guy paused his story)
Me:
“for what?”, I asked curiously.
Mysterious man:
“little friend……”
“Remember, Ignorance is a bliss,
sometime, some things are not worth to
be known”, he said gently with his
smiling face before suddenly his body
seemed to be dissolved away by the blowing
wind.
____________________________________________________________________________________
strange, wasn’t it? ( =S)
Can anyone of you decipher the meaning
of my this faking strange vision?
________________________________________________________
I’ve experienced a very strange vision
last few nights ago.
A man who was shrouded with white cloth
approached me in the center of jasmine
meadows.
He told me a story of a boy..
That Mysterious guy said:
“There was an ill-fated boy at the end
of his childhood (perhaps 11-10). He was
friendless and even despised by his
relatives and family for some unreliable
reason (that mysterious man didn’t
stated what was exactly cause). “
“That particular boy, prayed to the god
constantly. He asked God to grant him
friendship and a loving family. If the
prayer is granted, In return that
following boy had promised God to help
other friendless people who are down to
stand up, so that they would not have
the same unfortunate fate which is
similar that following boy.”
“Years passed, seasons changed, time ran.”
“Slowly but surely, that boy got more
friends and happiness started to appear
within his family.”
“This time he was reaching the end of
his teenage (perhaps around 16 to 18).
He had more than what he asked from God.
He was very content because he could now
enjoy his life to the fullest.”
“One day, He met someone at his age who
were friendless and haunted with sorrow
( to avoid confusion let’s name that
“someone” as SEAN) . Having to recall
his promise to the god, that boy
sincerely helped Sean to get away from
his troubles. They became friends
eventually.”
“The story didn’t end there. As that
boy was getting more famous and
reputable, he felt that Sean was
inferior to him as Sean was still
friendless and bombarded with problems.
That boy eventually decided to abandon
Sean to his own.. Destiny…..”
“Feeling betrayed, Sean prayed to the
God for…..” (all of the sudden that
mysterious guy paused his story)
Me:
“for what?”, I asked curiously.
Mysterious man:
“little friend……”
“Remember, Ignorance is a bliss,
sometime, some things are not worth to
be known”, he said gently with his
smiling face before suddenly his body
seemed to be dissolved away by the blowing
wind.
____________________________________________________________________________________
strange, wasn’t it? ( =S)
Can anyone of you decipher the meaning
of my this faking strange vision?
Sunday, March 2, 2008
YAY
...We will miss,
Only when we have lost...
Silence is a killing blade...
ignoring is an unseen assassin..
_______________________________________________
let me walk inwards the border of a new land..
let me spread the very best grains of my seeds..
And allow me to sprinkle the very fresh drip of my water..
When the spring comes...
we will wit a splendid garden of eden exists on earth..
And let me celebrate this moment..
with dances and song played at the centre of that meadows...
and let me one again hear the singings of elegant phoenixes
as they foretells the goodness of our land..
to all creature... in every kind...
____________________________________________________________________
Ok dude , I am done with these craps and Now I am starting the real blog...
today I will do some free expressions...
Alex:
why did you have to be named as alex ? Why not "dog"... "asshole" , "shit" or perhaps "rubbish"..
Surprised?
were those the ways you address you friend.... particularly me...?
think carefully, how long it has been since you ever you address me by my name... "BAYU"?
wow , Its a freaking long time...
the very last time you address me... you even called me as "hey"... I pretty sure that in my IC my name was not stated as Mr. HEY...
chris:
hey ... thx for today... it was very fun... haha..
bustamin:
If you do not want to be insulted... don't insult me!!...
Edmund:
wow...I think you have worked too hard at your age, even though everything you do is merely for the sake of you family's company future... haha..
God:
wow... you rocks..!!
____________________________________________________________________
Only when we have lost...
Silence is a killing blade...
ignoring is an unseen assassin..
_______________________________________________
let me walk inwards the border of a new land..
let me spread the very best grains of my seeds..
And allow me to sprinkle the very fresh drip of my water..
When the spring comes...
we will wit a splendid garden of eden exists on earth..
And let me celebrate this moment..
with dances and song played at the centre of that meadows...
and let me one again hear the singings of elegant phoenixes
as they foretells the goodness of our land..
to all creature... in every kind...
____________________________________________________________________
Ok dude , I am done with these craps and Now I am starting the real blog...
today I will do some free expressions...
Alex:
why did you have to be named as alex ? Why not "dog"... "asshole" , "shit" or perhaps "rubbish"..
Surprised?
were those the ways you address you friend.... particularly me...?
think carefully, how long it has been since you ever you address me by my name... "BAYU"?
wow , Its a freaking long time...
the very last time you address me... you even called me as "hey"... I pretty sure that in my IC my name was not stated as Mr. HEY...
chris:
hey ... thx for today... it was very fun... haha..
bustamin:
If you do not want to be insulted... don't insult me!!...
Edmund:
wow...I think you have worked too hard at your age, even though everything you do is merely for the sake of you family's company future... haha..
God:
wow... you rocks..!!
____________________________________________________________________
Saturday, March 1, 2008
testament
I have made a testament with the god , and one of conditions is for me not to talk to alex at all for one month starting from 28th of February and ending at 28th of march (my b'dae)...
Alex for the first time after so long did sms me today.. I really want to ans that sms... but surely, I cant... I am bond to the testament I have made with god the all mighty... and I will dare not to break that testament...
God please strengthen my patience and preserverence .
amen...
Alex for the first time after so long did sms me today.. I really want to ans that sms... but surely, I cant... I am bond to the testament I have made with god the all mighty... and I will dare not to break that testament...
God please strengthen my patience and preserverence .
amen...
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