self promotion

People tend to spice up their day by picturing themselves as glamorous as possible on Blogs and FB... the real purpose?

I am not really sure about that but as far I can know self-over-valuation or better known as self promotion is like a stimulus injection done by the government during economic recession . And the real purpose is to portray a certain entity as not having any problem or dilemma though in fact things may be worse than seen .
Why? in economic context if this method is not done, investors may run away from the nation due to the obvious economic problem. In Psychological context, if this method is not done, people and friend may go away from us.. because of the sudden negative change on our behavior...

Yeah... I blog again..

I am back to blogging now.. seriously things has change pretty much till today..

I made new friends again and again, then one day I get pretty much tired of making new friends and I was thinking to keep those old friends back on hand. I was pretty wrong and tired over all this things.

It seems that I had killed myself with my own sword now... I am pretty much angered with my self.. dunno what to do and dunno what to say... agrh.. Don't anyone care about me?

since the last time I blog to now my friend list is reduced from 1233 friends to just 239 friends now. Good friends from 27 to just 4. And best friend from 4 to none. And There is a good news for me perhaps... yup... MY ENEMY reduce from 249 to just Zero..
I miss the olden days I swear.


I lost contact with elfira, yessy, chaisia and friends, OCT08 fressie, and almost entirely those friend that I knew then from camp.. It is a pain on ass now That I realize... I am practically Alone..

I have and i always been pretty stiff to girls.. for some of them whom I fell crush onto I just didn't know express my feeling until it was too late.. Maybe this brought down to me genetically..

since the last time I blog until now, I fell in love with 3 Girls

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the first and the last , I lost them due to competition with other guy, the second one I lost her due to my own low self esteem that made avoid her for reason of "I feel inferior to her'.. well I admit... I was dumb.. and It seems I am dumb...

Maybe in few years I would change... By then I would have changed my name to other than demetry... maybe... "Anthony" sounds better... for another leap on my life..