I as human being has limitation. Physically and even psychologically. If u ever see me not responding to you my friend all of sudden, somehow my physical and/or psychological limitation has been trespassed .
My pulse has been very weird recently. the energy that comes from my brain and heart has not been channeled properly throughout my body.
When I am down who would even care?
KYZ apparently come to talk to me and although he doesnt know how to help, he did show intention to help me. I didnt expect much from him, but his attempt is wht I respect. While "others" just keep quiet and pretending not to know anything , some even sarcastically think that i keep complaining over this, but the truth is, I do not wish them to read my blog if they do not want to see my complains, afterall most contenst of my blog are filled with dis-containment..
YH and ada also talk to me. They are even more realistic. They did not console me . especially yeow hon. He scolded me for being so arrogant and unreasonable. I cry even worse when he talks to me. Seriously, his words are so sharp. But I supricingly feel abit better afterwards.
ST did asked and tell some stuff. thx so much.
Hiue/anthony went online and again he bombarded me with intimidation...
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:00:44 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| bastard |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:00:47 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| fuck u |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:01:22 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u fucking coward,, if u dare so answer |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:01:27 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| wtf |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:01:35 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| wht do u want now |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:01:43 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| ¨wat the fuck did u post on ur fucking face book |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:01:49 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u think who the fuk u are,, |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:01:55 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u dare to call miue's name |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:01:58 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| fucking loser |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:02:31 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| wht post |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:02:35 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| wat post |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:02:36 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| explain...? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:02:54 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| the friend exposed |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:02:56 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| fuck u |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:03:05 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| stil wanna act blur?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:03:07 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| huh? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:03:28 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| why? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:03:32 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| why ur ass |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:03:43 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahhaha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:03:47 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| fuck u,, dont ever call my gf's name again |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:03:51 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u fucker |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:04:08 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| and y the fuck u dare to add my cousin's fb |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:04:11 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| well if I could trun back the time... I want to go back to the first time I met her, Not to know her at all |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:04:13 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u think who the fuck u are |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:04:15 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| got it |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:04:22 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| so fucking delete |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:04:29 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| whatever about my gf |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:04:30 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| no..' |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:04:31 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| faster |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:04:34 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| u are not my mom |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:04:37 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u wanna fuck w me |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:04:43 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u fucking loser |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:04:57 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u think im scared of u huh?,, fucker |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:05:59 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| fucking answer |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:06:01 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| mind ur own business... I dont have time for both of u... fighting with you... over this... this is freaking stupid... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:06:11 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| ya then fight |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:06:11 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| just fuck off from my life... plz |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:06:16 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u fucking loser |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:06:25 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahaha.. |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:06:30 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| think as wht u wish |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:06:30 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u dare?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:06:55 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I dont give a damn... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:06:56 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| motherfucker |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:07:04 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| such a motherfucking coward |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:07:36 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| yeap I am ... and you are a good good boy =)... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:07:50 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u cant do anything more than that ah |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:08:02 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| that y ur brother said u r really a loser |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:08:50 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| fucker |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:08:57 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| y dnt u dare to answer |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:09:00 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| so wht I am loser |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:09:07 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| at least I got 14 for my o level |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:09:13 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahaha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:09:17 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| who gives the fuck |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:09:30 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| my parents give a fuck... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:09:33 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| my friends... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:09:36 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| im not taking o level so i dont fucking care |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:09:37 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| and teacher |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:09:39 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| well |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:09:48 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| but wat im asking now that u wanna fight w me |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:09:54 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I dont want u to give a fuck about my result wht lol... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:09:56 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u dare?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:10:14 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| seriously... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:10:18 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I dont give a damn |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:10:28 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| eat ur brother's shit |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:10:33 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u should b his son |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:11:01 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahahhaha.... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:11:05 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| he is my bro |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:11:26 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| that y,, unlucky for him |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:11:29 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| everytime he has prob he will always come back to me... and ask my help and advices.. dont u know... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:11:37 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| so do I |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:11:42 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| haha,, ur advice |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:11:46 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| this is called BROTHERHOOD |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:11:49 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| from a loser |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:11:53 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| wat a fucking joke |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:12:37 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| at least,, let ur bro b proud,, dont let him feel shameful cuz of a brother loser and coward |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:12:38 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| dude... seriously... whtever u say abt me... i dont give a damn... since i know u freaking hate me... it doesnt work much intimidation |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:12:51 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| so better dont fuck w me |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:13:02 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i also dont give a fuck abt u |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:13:05 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| u should try better... if u want to provoke me.. |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:13:12 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i want |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:13:13 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| so wat |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:13:14 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I am hardly provoked |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:13:16 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| Hahahahah |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:13:42 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| so just b a loser whole life, huh??, , c i have miue and then u have shit |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:13:49 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| try to take her from me |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:13:52 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| no fucking change |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:13:56 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| Chance |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:13:57 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| * |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:14:11 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| try to make ur fucking face |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:14:21 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| at least as good looking as ur bro |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:14:22 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| u have miue so wht? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:14:23 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| huh |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:14:27 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| so u r fucking loser |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:14:30 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahahha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:14:34 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u want her right??,, so much right?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:14:40 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| but now who is having her?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:14:41 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| huh?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:15:01 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I dont care abt miue alrd... yeah... I still like her... but it doesnt matter now... both of you has turn me off. |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:15:10 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| who the fuck tried a lot to take her away from me,, and now fucking hopeless |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:15:15 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:15:23 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i knw u stil like her |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:15:25 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:15:30 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| try ur best ok |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:15:51 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| nx time i'll bring her and kiss her,, make it sweet sweet in front of u |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:15:58 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| c u get hurted |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:15:59 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:16:06 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| nvm,, no point talking to a loser |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:16:07 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahahahahahhahahahahhaha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:16:13 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| as if i gonna get hurt |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:16:20 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I gonna laugh man.. |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:16:23 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| i swear |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:16:32 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| haha,, i know u'll laugh |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:16:47 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| but i also know,, wat wil happened inside ur mind |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:16:56 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahahha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:02 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| it's really fucking hurtful |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:05 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| dont lie to urself |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:10 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| 1st... I have never tried to take her from you... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:15 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:16 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| really |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:21 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| Second... I wanted to help her... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:23 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u think i dont know anything |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:24 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hahah |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:28 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| help her?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:33 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| by asking her to b w u |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:34 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| ?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:35 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| 3rd... I didnt give a damn |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:38 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahah |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:38 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:40 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I never |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:41 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahahha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:45 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i know u gave a damn |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:45 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| who said thta |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:17:51 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| oh who said?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:18:00 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| u say one rite? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:18:07 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i stil got the msg,, u said that u sr cuz u told miue that u liked her |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:18:11 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| who said that?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:18:12 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| me??? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:18:14 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| yeah... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:18:18 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I told miue I like her |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:18:26 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| but I never tell miue to be with me |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:18:27 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| and somemore miue also show me wat u chat w her |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:18:28 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| Haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:18:30 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| ya ya |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:18:33 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| never ever evr ever |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:18:40 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| but try to flirt right?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:18:45 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| nw hopeless ah |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:19:05 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| yeah... hahahahhahahaha... you call that a flirt... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:19:08 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| oh,, u think it's that easy |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:19:10 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| dont be so thick skin |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:19:16 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| nah,, dont act blur |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:19:23 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| dont know who has thick skin |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:19:26 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| huh?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:19:28 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I do that to all my friend of girl as a sign of respect |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:19:38 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| for ur info |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:19:58 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| in front me,, said so much like i wanna help,, bla bla bla,, but behind my bk,, try to flirt my gf |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:20:06 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| so who has thick skin |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:20:07 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| ?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:20:29 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| wait |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:20:33 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I show u somethin |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:20:35 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| wat?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:20:36 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| ok |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:22:04 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| y take so long?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:22:05 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| huh?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:22:35 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| wait |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:22:41 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I finding the text in my blog |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:22:46 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| ok ok |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:23:11 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i hope u can find sth to make me think miue likes u |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:23:14 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| good luck w that |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:24:10 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| send me when u finish |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:24:18 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i go to smoke |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:24:27 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| wait 4 u too fucking log |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:26:32 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| how come I cant send the file |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:26:37 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| go online |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:26:51 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I want u send u the text file of the extract of my blog |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:28:03 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| im here |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:28:05 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| send |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:28:17 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| go online |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:28:21 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| dont trun offline |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:28:26 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| cant send the file |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:28:26 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| for wat |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:28:33 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| ok |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:28:36 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| send now |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:29:05 AM |
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| You cannot send this file because it appears to be in use. Close the program that is using this file and try again. |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:29:11 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| zzz |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:29:31 AM |
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| Alexander Demetrius sends C:\Users\Alexander Demetrius\Desktop\blooggggggggggggg.doc |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:29:36 AM |
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| Transfer of "blooggggggggggggg.doc" is complete. |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:30:37 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| that is only one post on my blog... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:30:43 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| who the fuck care abt wat u thinking |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:30:46 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| my point is |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:30:49 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahahhaha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:30:49 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| dont fuck w me |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:30:59 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| haha ur ass |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:31:00 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| y?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:31:01 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| and my point is... dont disturb me |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:31:06 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahahah |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:31:09 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| so just dont fuck w me |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:31:12 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| then i wont |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:31:16 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| got it |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:31:17 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| u want to love miue... go ahead... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:31:26 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I dont give a damn anymore... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:31:30 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| and u want also,, but go the fuck back |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:31:32 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| right?? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:31:47 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I can hansle my own feeling for her... time will tell... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:31:57 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I want so wht? |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:32:11 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| so keep following ur hope |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:32:14 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| follow n follow |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:32:14 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I dont love anyone if it hurts another party |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:32:20 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| and c me n her ok |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:32:21 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| and for ur info... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:32:22 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:32:29 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| dont try to act to b so kind |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:32:36 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i know how the fuck u r |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:32:37 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I dont give much damn anymore |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:32:43 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| we r both guys man |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:32:45 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:32:48 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i know i know |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:32:49 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| u are guys |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:03 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahaha... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:13 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| u love her,, i also,, it's ok... but just that,, dont fuck w me,, got it |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:13 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| dont give generalisation to ever body |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:17 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:26 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| dont try to laugh when u r hurt |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:31 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| it's more hurtful |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:33 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I am not hurt |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:33 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i know |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:37 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| oh ok ok |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:38 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I can swear |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:43 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| if u dont want to say it out |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:44 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| wina is coming to my room |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:45 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| ok ok |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:46 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| nvm |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:49 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| nvm nvm |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:50 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| becos I laugh so hard |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:55 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahahhahahahahahha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:33:57 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:13 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| call her if u don believe |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:18 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i know,, u watched chinese drama right,, when s1 is really sad they'll laugh so loud |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:19 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| :D |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:23 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i know |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:28 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| wth.... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:31 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i know u r laughing |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:33 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| whts is chinese drama |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:35 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahahha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:41 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| nvm,, go watch ok |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:42 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I dont even watch alrd |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:45 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| ok ok |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:47 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| nvm |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:51 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| so just watch and learn |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:53 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:55 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| good night |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:34:59 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| wth... do have time liao |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:35:01 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| busy |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:35:09 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| *dont |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:35:45 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| bye bye,, i made up my mind,, wat the fuck u post on ur fb,, i dont give a fuck,, i just need to know that,, i have a gf,, and someone wants her too much but just hopeless |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:35:47 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| Haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:35:52 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i continue smoking |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:36:00 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| thx for helping me relax |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:36:25 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| Whatever |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:36:44 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| thx for the compliment... haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:37:30 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| and just wondering... how on earth u can read my post, on facebook... |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:37:40 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| Ah |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:37:41 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| u both are not even on my freindly.. |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:37:43 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| it's simple |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:37:46 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| Frienlist |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:37:47 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| Hahah |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:37:52 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| cuz u added my cousin |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:37:52 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| stalker.. |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:37:58 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| cousin |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:38:00 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| oh |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:38:01 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| dont u wat the fuk u want but i dont care |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:38:02 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| kevin |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:38:04 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| no |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:38:09 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| kien tran |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:38:12 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| oh |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:38:14 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| hahahahha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:38:17 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| just added him few days ago |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:38:18 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| I don even know him |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:38:27 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| so y the fuk u added him |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:39:12 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| cuz he is talkin to miue i guess... taht time... so I join the convo .. and somehow he is in my friendlisyt |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:39:19 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| amazing |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:39:23 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| ya ya |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:39:25 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| ok ok |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:39:37 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i think u added him af u delete miue's fb |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:39:50 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| i didnt remember |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:39:56 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| nah |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:39:59 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| nvm haha |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:40:07 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| get a good sleep |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:40:10 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| yeah |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:40:11 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| u too |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:40:14 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| =) |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:40:15 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| i just drank w my friend |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:40:16 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| babay |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:40:17 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| good bye |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:40:30 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| thx for helping me relax once again |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:40:44 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| nah... u are welcome |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:40:50 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| ok |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:40:54 AM |
| hieu |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| good guy |
| 11/2/2010 |
| 1:40:59 AM |
| Alexander Demetrius |
| hieu |
| lol |
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This is the file I sent to hieu
Friday, January 1, 2010
..who keep hanging in between life and dead..
Today I feel like I am the most stupid guy on the whole face of the planet. I saw a shocking reply from both anthony and miue on the wall post. It seems that both of them are making fun of me. both of them.I realize that I am not the most handsome man on this earth, neither do I think I am handsome or such. Initially I ethnically not agree to put into a competition on who is more handsome, hiue, or me. But I realize one thing, hiue is on the bad state, he needs some kind of entertainment, and therefore I eventually agree on it...
But out of my expectation it turns to be a mockery of me, the whole hiue's friend who knows both me and him comes down to the wall post, and mock on me... hiue, and miue were part of them apparently. where is my pride oh my God, I cant find any. I have lost everything I have . and now I have lost my dignity. hiue even says that I am failure for not being able to get miue.. he says that in front of everyone.. Angry? sure I am angry...
so I went to talk to him on msn, but he is not in a good mood, I had to understand him so I change the topic... I cant find any more sultion for this.. hiue and miue is not at fault... they have done what they have to do... it is my prob now... god.. I gave up, eventually I deleted both hiue and miue facebook account form my friendlist...
I did this not over hate or wht... I did this because over love... I love miue as u know wht, and I love hiue as my friend... I also love myself... I cant take this anymore.. muie make fun of me in front of anthony and anthony did the same in front of her..
God almighty all of sudden I feel so lost... It seems that I am a worthless creature on ur benign earth... it seems that I am useless... I love someone whom I am not suppose to love ... I love miue yeah... I like her... The whole world is talking abt it now... hahahhahahahahahhaha...
I am so stupid...
1st-- she is attached
2nd-- She is attached to my friend
3rd-- She is having problem
4th-- She doesnt loves me... how do I know that....?
Hahahahahha... It will be more stupid if even ask that question... Who on earth will like a guy like me.. who!! No one... I am ugly.. everyone agrees.. I am annoying... some people agree ... and most importantly I have nothing to be proud off.. simply .. nothing...
now I have the story to tell... who is going to hear that :''( who? yeah.. no one.. my best friend is pissed off on me... and all my friend... most of them are just soo untrustworthy... then who would listen to my story when I am down.... no one... simply no body...
siew ting, indriany and shi ting is leaving me soon due to my annoyance.. and soon I will have no body... not even miue even only as my friend... I have decided let her alone with hiue... until when? until I am ready to talk to her again ....
hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahah... what more to ask... I am a failure of everything... I am not scared of anything... i hope Anthony/hiue would just kill me... so I will be free from all this suffering... forever...
hiue is a good guy
Miue is a good girl
I think I am the stupid guy... huhahahahhahahahahahaha...
look !
Look !
no one even cares .. I will just keep shouting and screaming to this long-not-used blog... which I believe no one will be bothered to pay a visit... even long after I am gone..
god... Maybe u wont understand how much I love miue and how much I would want her to be happy with the person she really loves... even if that person will make fun of me.. even if miue herself makes fun of me... even if I have to end my life, not being able to endure such pain of being a total asshole... :"(
no one really understand...
no one would...
only myself who keep hanging in between life and death..
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hahaha... diplomatic approach always win... hahaha.. seriously... I do think I am so fucking kind sometimes... this is wht I get for being so kind and sincerely loving someone... It is so not fair...
Did I really cry ? hahaha.. Yeah i did. i cant imagine, this is how things turn around in my life.. I still miss her... yesh I do...
God almighty,
I am not around to help her anymore not this time... maybe not in this life.. please save her from danger, always bless her with hapiness, dont let her cries and does silly things for the sake of love.. she may not understand how much I love her... Sometimes I would just staring at my handphone, staring at my msn, waiting for her to call me back or just msg me... well not for an apology, I didnt demand apology from her I am not worth of it... I just want to know if she is fine...? is she having problem...? that all... that is the only way I can demonstrate my love for her..
when she is around I become very strong. I have problems of my own, but it seems all has been dissipated away no matter how serious it could be... but this time, I am as feeble as ever...
time will tell... even until now I still cant over this... Please save her... please...dont give her any retribution even for bad things that she had committed... let me be the one who pay for her sins... I dont want her to get hurt... not at all... let she be happy even with anthony...
she maybe a girl in this spinning would, but in my eyes... she is like a world to me...
My friend who read my blog- please pray together with me..
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