Siao cha bor..

I am an anti-social individual by nature, but I have a sociable character.. =))

2 days ago I was still sick but yet I went to school , first to hand in my CDS holiday assignment and also to attend the JAE booth for cent. Supposely I should mend the JAE booth with yunzhong , but he was sick and therefore absent.. That's where my boredom starts.

I went to cent room only to see kumar and vivek who were yunzhong's replacemnet for jae.. Vivek didn't attend the booth while kumar only did for few minutes.. the rest of the time he spent slacking in cent..

Siew ting and indriany went in for a lil while and they left for CDS.. shi ting was also inside the cent room , but she doesnt seem to be in a good state..

She asked me, " how come your blog so emo ah"
I answered, "why? thats what blog are for"
she replied ," I know u as a very cheerful person... cheer up"

mhh... perhaps she is not the only one who think that way to me..

dear blog let me give you some lil bit of explanation...

I am naturally a very sensitive person, but I have a very sociable feeling.. which means I seldom potray my sadness to everyone because I want them to know me as a happy guy who has no prob at all.. but deep inside me... I have millions of story to share.. my prob ... my feelings.. my anger.. also my happiness.. those things need to be shared .. some how ... That is why I need blog... =) .. and also.. thats the reason I dont share my blog to any friends... only those I really trust... and whom I know they will accept me as demetry the cheerful and also as Demetry the emo..

well.. after JAE.. I saw siew ting and indriany... At the same time william and ken Ask me to follow them to pub in clarke quay at 10 oclock, this time with anthony, miue's BF..

I still take very long time for me to reach 10pm.. so I decided to ask indriany and siew ting if I can follow them to their way home so that I can kill my time...

both agreed, tough siew ting seems uneasy..

I went to follow both of them all the way to sengkang... initially i wanted to alight at toa payoh , but siew ting seemed to be really uneasy, so I went down at near sengkang LRT near indriani house.. I was fine with that I just felt that siew ting ever had a nightmare with going home escorted by a guy... well... I didnt know... I hope I could... but whatever it was , I understood the situation...

Indriany sent me to LRT ... on the way to LRT we chatted a lot.. I asked her, about this girl that I like... I asked indriany weather she thinks that girl like me or not..
Simply she say "NO"..

believe me or not... I was stunned...I kept quite for the next 2 hours... even when I called yeow hon on the train.. I didnt even mention any word... tough I actually had lots of story to share...

On the way to clarke quay, I drop my tears though I am not technically crying... It is like all my sadness get stucked on my throat and I cant expel it out my mouth...

This was not indra fault... This was my fault.. I failed to realize that some things are better left unknown, untold.. It shall not be told tough we really need to know the answer.. Now then i could trully understand how siew ting felt when I told her abt joses and ****** the other day...

so yeah we went to pub at clarke quay... haha.. I met anthony too.. he sounded much more friendlier compared to when I talk to him in msn...

we visited 2 pubs... but I Didnt DRINK alchohol
my friends did tough... I drank the most expensive green tea.. it was just a normal "heaven and earth" green tea, but it cost 10 bucks... hahhaha...

at one time ,all of them went for a smoke break... but sadly they never came back... I spent 1 hour in the pub alone... staring at siao cha bor who keep asking me to sing with her... seriously... I am always freak out with siao cha bor.. they seems not to have dignity...

I reliase later... Ken and william went to hotel with prostitute... william eventually get scolded by his GF who was calling from america and he didnt hav a chance to get laid with the pros... he went out from the hotel... but then he lost the way.. so straight away went home... anthony also lost his way.. his wallet were 'borrowed' by ken... I think ken needed some money to pay the prost... anthony then went back by taxi ...

and I...? I was forced to pay for Ken's beer first...

the next day i claimed the money from him.. he said He had paid the beer to the siao cha bor... but I think the siao cha bor didnt really pass the money to the cashier... thats why ken dont have reciept... thats when i get pissed off.. I paid for a beer I didnt drink... and because of KEN that night everyone had to take taxi home...


what a waste of money... =((