Time Flies....

Sure... time really flies fast... I have just completed my last paper for my last examination in temasek polyetchnic... 95% Chances for me to graduate from polytechnic this semester... So yeah... I am just gonna wait for the examination result which will be out in few weeks times..

The Clock is ticking...

an empty thought has been haunting me for days.. weeks and even months... Now when everything seems to have crumbled apart , it seems that hope has start to appear from the other side of my life...

I miss my teenage moments... Days when I did not have any slightest worry about my future.. I hope I should had been a little naughtier.. rather than behaving in modest ways... Mhh... The Clock is ticking... Slowly but surely... I am moving away from my time in Temasek polytechnic...

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I went to business meeting with A long term customer who really underestimate me by judging at my age... Their Corporate managers Emphasis on QUALITY of Our Product while I emphasis on their PAYMENT DELAY OF 29 DAYS.... It was like a never ending Debates... And my Operation Manager who suppose to back me up.. was in fact busy refilling cappuccino again and again, and munching at the cakes and sweets ... =_____=

Snow

That time When you were approaching me... I was glancing at another dimension.. Then some time later I feel your presence , and I decided to turn at you.. But now, I could only see a diminishing shadow .. a shadow that is moving away.. Perhaps I shouldnt have decided turn at you.. I should just pretend to ignore you... So that I could always feel your presence.. even without seeing you..

Embarassement

It was an embarrassment towards the center of the earth... what disgust me can only be said cant be told... cant control and cant be understood...

The Dark Ages..

Today is my mp judging.. it doesnt go that well..

I couldnt let go that friendship that almost collapse... and yet.... yet I couldnt let it go...

The dark ages will be fallen upon me... I can forsee...

The wall in my deepest heart is crumbling apart... no tears to drop ... I am just so sad... Why couldnt I express my mind to anyone... friendship that I do not have... I have to always put this mask on my face to tell them that i am fine... how could I? how could anyone? hear my story...

they says guy wouldnt cry... well I dont.... but deep inside my mind is flooding with tears that I have been trying to hold for ages.. I couldnt... I couldnt tell anyone for good damn sake...

I am like staring at the empty seas... in the empty oceans... in the empty meadows... when rain and thunderstorm blushed me away.... Who could give me a sense of comfort....? or... or it is just a halutination that I possesses ever since I was born.. ?

In Relationship

For the first time in my life.. today I am in relationship.. well.. a lil bit embarrassing cuz... Miue was the one who confesses to me first... and I told her, I couldnt give her any answer... cuz I fall for Yuki now..

However Miue asks me to put the rela thingy in facebook with her.. "for fun...", she said... well ... I did it at her request... but just for a few days...

So am I in relationship? well.. perhaps partly yes... It is not that I dont like Miue... The whole world knows that I used to like her.. and actually.. I do all this is just because I care for her... I do not want her to get disappointed.. I am falling for Yuki now.. I just be honest to her abt this...and I am glad she understands this...

Thank you God for giving me such an understanding friend... and perhaps 'Girlfriend'... for now...